I Forgive Me...

I forgive myself for loving you when I should've been loving me
Who knew this love would hurt me so deep
So consumed with being the best women I could be
When all along you weren't deserving of me
I forgive me for staying when I should've let
Baby you were like rehab
I needed some help
All I wanted was to be understood
For you to love me like no other man could
I realize that you didn't appreciate what I had to offer
Yet you kept reaching for my offerings
I forgive me for accepting way less than what I deserve
You were like a disease with no cure
I became my own bad habit
I got caught in the mist of my own traffic
I was ready to reek havick
But then I had to forgive me
I loved you endlessly and repeatedly When baby you weren't loving me
You chose your friends numerous time
I spent a lot of alone time
I wanted to be happy as your wife
Too many broken promises
No consistency in your actions
I was stuck in a real life fatal attraction
It didn't need a caption
Looking in the mirror with eye's full of tears
Saying damn...how could I let this happen
I wish you would have wiped my tears
All along you had disappeared
I was left to figure some shit out
Without a doubt this ship had begin to set sail
Then I been to forgive me for experiencing such misery
The pain started to disappear as I had to face my own fears
A women like me shouldn't be sleeping alone